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June 17, 2007
Lil Entry; Big Change
Ah! Much to my surprise and relief, I'm having an "I'm in love with the world" kind of week (hangover from last night's ridonkeydoo notwithstanding). In the past, matters of the heart have left me flat and sad and sick, regardless of the cause or the situation or the knowledge that I'm better off without [INSERT NAME] or whatever. But this time? This time I'm just...feeling pretty free of all of that. Sure, I've had my moments of despair but that's just it - they've been moments. Moments that I've been easily distracted from.
More and more, I'm turning my face to the sun and leaving the hurt and disappointment of the past few months behind me. I don't lie in bed feeling an emptiness in my heart anymore. My stomach isn't twisted in tight little knots of anxiety anymore. My migraines are gone.
Yes. Like a pupa I be.
So, before I head off for a day spent doing the things I want to do (aka hitting up a salvage yard in Boulder, taking the dog for a long walk, and then getting sushi and seeing a movie with a good friend), I wanted to write that down. But I am cautious. I need to be careful not to tread on anyone's feelings with these kinds of posts. The person I was with meant a great deal to me and I wish him only the best.
I guess I'm just glad that the person I am also means a great deal to me. And that I've begun to wish her only the best as well.
Posted by Bree at June 17, 2007 01:13 PM