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August 24, 2006
Major Development
Darlings.
Today marks a new day. Today I finally came out of a my haze of malaise-onaise and realized something. Something big.
I don't want to own and manage a bar.
I want to design a bar.
And then I want to design something else.
Whoa.
This is big, people. Or, as Mike would say, "yuge." I'm finally narrowing in on what makes me happy - on what my passion is - and holy crap! My passion is for design! Looking back, it seems so clear but MY GOD what a nervewracking process discovering this has been. In fact, every aspect of planning this business has made me kind of sick with anxiety and dread - except for one: what it would look like. My confidence in my design concept never faltered...ever. And today, I realized - and said outloud for the first time - that this entire past six months, every time I've pictured myself at the bar - I've pictured every aspect of how it looks, and me standing behind a counter - alone - with no customers - listening to music - reading the NY Post.
I kid no.
HOLY MOLY.
I feel the best I've felt in months.
Posted by Bree at August 24, 2006 04:20 PM