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June 01, 2006
Two Days
In the last 48 hours, 12 things of note in my life went down:
1. I had my first ride in a Jag(uar)
2. I broke into my own apartment at 3 a.m.
3. I suffered through the craziest, most intense Pilates class ever after about 2 hours, 20 minutes of sleep
4. I called Josh Povec
5. I made friends with someone named Wayne
6. I decided to change the design theme of my bar from British/Zeppelin/country manor decadence to Colonial Latin American
7. I let my heart get a little gooey (but just a little)
8. I received as a gift a t-shirt signed by all the members of "I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness" that is the absolute tits, both literally and figuratively
9. I watered my plants consistently and with care
10. I found out my one Aunt has two types of cancer
11. I manned the helm all by me lonesome at Capuvino
12. I laughed the hardest I've laughed in months
Monday night seems like it was years ago. The only way I know it wasn't is because the pants I wore are still lying in front of my dresser. Makes me wonder: is intensity something one creates or something that just happens to some people? Will I ever have the kind of life that I picture so many Americans having - the kind where I come home from work, have dinner with my family, maybe watch TV, read, go to bed and then get up and do the same thing again?
Will there ever be consistency? I assume so, but maybe not.
And maybe that's because I don't want it that way.
Is it possible to be truly happy in tumult?
Is tumult a word?
Regardless. There's something about this picture - the serenity, the light, the space - that makes me feel that I'm in the right place for me, right now.
That's all.
Posted by Bree at June 1, 2006 10:10 PM